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   MY GLOOMY THOUGHTS * A short narrative novel based on multiple true encounters. Dive into the series of thoughts of a young woman sharing how her mind works. From childhood into becoming a grown woman, in no particular order, she lays out thoughts which are relatable to anyone going through life *              CHAPTER  11                                 *** Whenever I try to write about love or emotions, my heart beats a little faster, my head pounds and my mind races in different directions but all i want is to describe the kind of love I want and need, the kind of person I want to spend the rest of my life with and the perfect lifestyle I'm working my ass off for. It's hard to want and receive everything you know you deserve especially if you know you're that "everything" you want in another person. Can I have a partner that can be all I have always been...

MY GLOOMY THOUGHTS * A short narrative novel based on multiple true encounters. Dive into the series of thoughts of a young woman sharing how her mind works. From childhood into becoming a grown woman, in no particular order, she lays out thoughts which are relatable to anyone going through life *              CHAPTER 10                                 *** I hate being taken for granted, it's the main reason I love acting dumb because I know what my anger does to me, to people and to situations around me. I'm always the stupid emotional freak who gives more than a hundred chances to all these fellows only to be taken lightly. If I decided to go back to who I used to be, I would be void of emotions and I won't be moved the slightest bit no matter what happens. I'm trying not ruin my progress and growth or hang on to the old person that did the most horrible things or t...

   MY GLOOMY THOUGHTS * A short narrative novel based on multiple true encounters. Dive into the series of thoughts of a young woman sharing how her mind works. From childhood into becoming a grown woman, in no particular order, she lays out thoughts which are relatable to anyone going through life *              CHAPTER  9                                 *** I woke up to the sounds of trickling rain on my roof. It's the kind of air I love to breathe, the weird scent of that rain and It's cool air, my beautiful view from my balcony and loud music blasting in my headphones. It sets me up for the day without me trying too hard to get motivated. I say my prayers, arrange my room and get ready to continue a normal routine that will soon make me lose all my senses and my will to keep living in this part of the world. Lectures, meetings, planning schedules, papers ...

     MY GLOOMY THOUGHTS * A short narrative novel based on multiple true encounters. Dive into the series of thoughts of a young woman sharing how her mind works. From childhood into becoming a grown woman, in no particular order, she lays out thoughts which are relatable to anyone going through life *              CHAPTER 8                                 *** My days got harder, i was falling deeper into a rut and in love with the things and the person who makes me cry almost every night. My family began to neglect me again and i started remembering how useless I am, broke and can barely afford to sort myself out. I felt bad for my mom's financial situation at that moment. I wished my dad made things better and helped out the way he was supposed to. No, i wished i was the millionaire i was working so hard to be so i could just take up all these responsibilit...

                                                                                                              MY GLOOMY THOUGHTS * A short narrative novel based on multiple true encounters. Dive into the series of thoughts of a young woman sharing how her mind works. From childhood into becoming a grown woman, in no particular order, she lays out thoughts which are relatable to anyone going through life *                                                                                         ...

 Written: 13th November, 2023 I'm walking in a haze of my own mistakes, situations and decisions. It's crazy funny how I thought i would know myself much better when I grow up, but sadly it gets worse everyday and we never know who we really are as we get older. I've started seeing life in a whole fucked up new way, it scares me, excites and wrecks me. Further away from needing comfort in my darkest, to loving that dark space with all I have, like there's something there I have to nurture and protect cause there's really something. I ended certain things and birth forth a new part of me that was still scared to unleash herself. No it isn't really a new me, it was always there, just always unseen...by no one, no one at all. I had goals that still are the same, it's taking too long to get to them but guess what I still believe more everyday that they are infact coming for me, like right now. So hopeful everyday and losing hope again. Getting into situationship...

  MY GLOOMY THOUGHTS * A short narrative novel based on multiple true encounters. Dive into the series of thoughts of a young woman sharing how her mind works. From childhood into becoming a grown woman, in no particular order, she lays out thoughts which are relatable to anyone going through life *                                                                                                                    CHAPTER 6                                       *** This was my daily routine for weeks. I neglected all my important projects and ideas that would have equipped my life in recent times. I would ...