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 Written: 13th November, 2023 I'm walking in a haze of my own mistakes, situations and decisions. It's crazy funny how I thought i would know myself much better when I grow up, but sadly it gets worse everyday and we never know who we really are as we get older. I've started seeing life in a whole fucked up new way, it scares me, excites and wrecks me. Further away from needing comfort in my darkest, to loving that dark space with all I have, like there's something there I have to nurture and protect cause there's really something. I ended certain things and birth forth a new part of me that was still scared to unleash herself. No it isn't really a new me, it was always there, just always unseen...by no one, no one at all. I had goals that still are the same, it's taking too long to get to them but guess what I still believe more everyday that they are infact coming for me, like right now. So hopeful everyday and losing hope again. Getting into situationship...

  MY GLOOMY THOUGHTS * A short narrative novel based on multiple true encounters. Dive into the series of thoughts of a young woman sharing how her mind works. From childhood into becoming a grown woman, in no particular order, she lays out thoughts which are relatable to anyone going through life *                                                                                                                    CHAPTER 6                                       *** This was my daily routine for weeks. I neglected all my important projects and ideas that would have equipped my life in recent times. I would ...

MY GLOOMY THOUGHTS * A short narrative novel based on multiple true encounters. Dive into the series of thoughts of a young woman sharing how her mind works. From childhood into becoming a grown woman, in no particular order, she lays out thoughts which are relatable to anyone going through life *                                                                                                         CHAPTER 5                                                                      *** For the rest of the day, I did nothing. I had little appetite, so I took ou...

  MY GLOOMY THOUGHTS * A short narrative novel based on multiple true encounters. Dive into the series of thoughts of a young woman sharing how her mind works. From childhood into becoming a grown woman, in no particular order, she lays out thoughts which are relatable to anyone going through life *                                                                                                    CHAPTER 4                               *** It's another day to make them believe I'm all great, I got it figured out and I'm killing it. I don't even know what that means but let's move on. I believed I'll unlearn the things I needed to but I fail at all my trials. It...

  MY GLOOMY THOUGHTS * A short narrative novel based on multiple true encounters. Dive into the series of thoughts of a young woman sharing how her mind works. From childhood into becoming a grown woman, in no particular order, she lays out thoughts which are relatable to anyone going through life *                                                                                                                                                                                    CHAPTER  3               ...

MY GLOOMY THOUGHTS * A short narrative novel based on multiple true encounters. Dive into the series of thoughts of a young woman sharing how her mind works. From childhood into becoming a grown woman, in no particular order, she lays out thoughts which are relatable to anyone going through life *                                                                                                          CHAPTER  2                                 *** My thoughts are overwhelmed, too crowded to point anything out. I love to lay in my depression from being set aside as not being a priority and that's okay, I mean, why expect so much. It's a c...

  MY  GLOOMY  THOUGHTS * A short narrative novel based on multiple true encounters. Dive into the series of thoughts of a young woman sharing how her mind works. From childhood into becoming a grown woman, in no particular order, she lays out thoughts which are relatable to anyone going through life *                                                                                                    C HAPTER 1                              *** I'm scared of everything, literally every single thing, my anxiety always eats me up. When things go right and when I think about the future. No, the present barely bothers me, only the past seems to find a way to...

                      ~ IF I MAY ~ My beloved, If I May; Your velvet lips Swollen to perfection It tastes like the million reasons why  I stay up late at night. If I May; Intertwining my fingers In the damn tangles of your corset Which has undoubtedly proven to be The first barrier;  Keeping my eyes from The sight of thy flawless skin. If I May; The only movie I'll watch Over and over again Is the one where I watched your dress fall slowly From thine shoulders And dropped forming a pile at your ankles If I May; The sight of your pounds of milky skin Shaped into two rounded soft balls Adorned with those two sensitive dots... It's the only chemistry I pretty much understand For my body speaks the language of yours, It's the only art I study For I have not seen any circle More perfect or divine Than thine. If I May; Then I shall let My haze brown eyes Swirl down your contours, To every curve Sculpted to perfection, From your ...

 LIFESTYLE SERIES On today's episode, we'll be addressing the most common factor in our lives today; DEPRESSION . It is very easy to get into that space of depression but extremely hard to get out. The inspiration for today is to help us get through depression through discipline and hard work. Depression can drain your energy, leaving you feeling empty and fatigued. This can make it difficult to muster the strength or desire to get past it. However, there are small steps you can take to help you feel more in control and improve your overall sense of well-being.  Y ou need to meet yourself where you are. Depression is common and it affects millions of people, including some in your life. You may not realize they face similar challenges, emotions, and obstacles.  Every day with this disorder is different, therefore, it's important to take your mental health seriously and accept that where you are right now isn’t where you’ll always be.  The key to self treatment for de...