RELATABLE LIFE SERIES
It must have been the terrible childhood you went through,being bullied,molested & abused in every aspect of your life or the depression caused by family issues or fake friends. We all have those dark and crazy sides to our story that could bring us down and make us feel less of who we really are. Only you can tell what it is, it's painful to talk about,share with someone you trust and worst of all it's impossible to let it go.
Maybe that relationship with toxic friends or partners, family members, parents, etc. was all you needed to change your mindset about a lot of things in life. Some get through it with strength and unexplained bravery and still remain who they are while some don't, they get remoulded in the process, broken and scarred excessively beyond repair. Even when they come out strong and better, they're never the same person and will never be.
That's the fear you can't handle,the only kind of anxiety that eats you up inside out. You're more calculated than before,making sure you don't take the wrong steps or make that decision that drowned you. But the question is, "how careful can you really be to avoid future events that will disappoint you, kill all your hopes and diminish all the trust you have left?"
I doubt you'll ever know the answer to that question because it's so funny how uncertain life is. What was it for you? Was it that job you could've gotten, or the admission? Was it opportunities that passed you by and it wasn't your fault? That's so frustrating,when you can do little or nothing to change the situation or turn back the hands of time.
You probably grew to hate the people around you for no reason at all,the bitterness ate you up a lot and took away the last bit of goodness you had left. I won't even speak on those who wrecked you and caused your downfall. I can't imagine what's up in your thoughts at the moment.
Memories make life hard sometimes, it could make life unbearable and it's hard to get by with all these flashbacks reminding you of who you were and what had happened,torturing you concerning what you would have been and where you would have found yourself at that time,the achievements, success and abundant satisfaction in a world of endless opportunities. I know we never can get enough satisfaction no matter how hard we try, but truth is, a step ahead makes a big difference,it changes you,it brings out a side that could be a little happier with a touch of peace and calm to it. Who wouldn't want that?
You've been sick to your stomach about how your life has turned out so far. That feeling when things seem to be going so great and then suddenly it's snatched away, like you never deserved it or it never belonged to you at all. That's a part of the story inside the scar.
Let's leave it at that for now and keep all our hopes alive that you can still achieve that goal, the ones you wrote down or just pondered on constantly. They would soon come alive,don't fret.
You've been hearing that a lot of course, I know that. But for a second, agree with the fact that yes you do need lots of hard work, planning and alternative arrangements. Even then,I strongly believe your mind,heart and imaginations are a big part of your journey to that goal. A lot of questions running through your mind right?
I'll just quickly say they help keep things alive and make you enjoy the dreams,build ideas and give you whispers of the actual steps and the paths you would mostly succeed in, only if you listen closely and tap in.
Hope you enjoyed this piece and it related to you in one way or the other.
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🥺a lot of hardwork, planning and alternative arrangements...that's it for me .....just keep your head down and carry on; no matter the missed opportunities, the what ifs, or where you could have been or your past demons.
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Thanks Ally
Absolutely right,thanks so much for your comment ❤️
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