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THE JOURNEY OF GOALS(PART 3)

  RELATABLE LIFE SERIES Re-Loving the Hobbies I Did as a Child There’s something sacred about the things we loved as children.  Before the world told us what we should be, before pressure shaped our interests, before expectations grew heavier than joy, we had hobbies. Pure, unfiltered and soul-hugging hobbies. I recently began the journey of revisiting mine an d it’s been healing in ways I never expected. I took a few minutes to sit in the memories of what used to be, what I used to love and how it made me feel. I tried to make out the reasons I lost interest or what made me stop these hobbies completely, but I couldn’t really give myself an answer at that point in time. The Forgotten Joys As a child, I would spend hours drawing characters from cartoons, writing short stories in worn-out notebooks, and dancing alone in my room to songs I barely understood. I wasn’t doing it for validation, likes, or money, I just… loved doing it.  But somewhere along the way, those simple...
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MY GLOOMY THOUGHTS (CHAPTER 10)

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MY GLOOMY THOUGHTS (CHAPTER 9)

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MY GLOOMY THOUGHTS (CHAPTER 8)

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