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MY EMBER ENDS

 Written: 13th November, 2023 I'm walking in a haze of my own mistakes, situations and decisions. It's crazy funny how I thought i would know myself much better when I grow up, but sadly it gets worse everyday and we never know who we really are as we get older. I've started seeing life in a whole fucked up new way, it scares me, excites and wrecks me. Further away from needing comfort in my darkest, to loving that dark space with all I have, like there's something there I have to nurture and protect cause there's really something. I ended certain things and birth forth a new part of me that was still scared to unleash herself. No it isn't really a new me, it was always there, just always unseen...by no one, no one at all. I had goals that still are the same, it's taking too long to get to them but guess what I still believe more everyday that they are infact coming for me, like right now. So hopeful everyday and losing hope again. Getting into situationship...